Hello Kadisita Nikk here ^_^ Im not writing this to somehow reduce the amount of guilt im carrying right now for not speaking up about the obvious change in your behaviour I’ve noticed, im writing this hoping that one day, maybe even on your birthday, you’ll check this atabook out of curiosity. I read the rentry you left and I completely understand your decision about leaving, but still hope you’ll at least check it here. You were an amazing friend and even though there were lots of moments of us cuddling quietly, I could even consider you one of my closest friends that I found in this shitty pixel game. Your kind and loving personality made you stand out visibly in my circle of friends, because I’ve never ever met someone as open to affection as you are. I have no idea what’s going on in your life right now and don't even have the proper socials to reach out to you, which is a serious pain in the ass for me, but I really hope you’re gonna feel better soon. I’m not going to remove you from any of my socials, our matching rentry and even my memories. It’s really silly coming from me because we’ve only known each other for almost a year now(02.2025), but I grew attached enough to you to feel the pain of you leaving much more than I think I normally would. And if one day you decide to visit this atabook please remember to take care of yourself first. I would love to hear from you again some day. I love you, ok? ok! (ɔ ³(0ᴗ0c)♡♡♡

hello kadita, so luckily that you haven't deleted this ata yet. my name is katie. we don’t really know each other, but i am someone who knows karie, and through her stories, i have come to know you in a quiet, careful way. i have heard many things about you, about how much you give, how deeply you care, and how often you choose others even when they don’t choose you back the same way. i know you have a big group of friends. from the outside, it probably looks like you’re surrounded by people. but i also know that sometimes, the loneliest feeling in the world is being the one who cares the most, and receiving the least. caring deeply while being overlooked hurts in a way that words can’t easily explain. i heard that you have been carrying pain on your own. i don’t know exactly what that pain feels like in your body or your heart, but i know this much: no one deserves to suffer alone. not you. not someone with a heart like yours. i don’t want to write this letter to tell you to “be strong” or to pretend everything will be okay overnight. instead, i want you to know that someone sees you. someone believes that your existence has value far beyond how others treat you. your worth was never defined by how much attention or care you receive from people who failed to show up for you. if i could, i would come sit with you quietly. not to force words, not to fix you, but just to make things feel a little less heavy. sometimes comfort isn’t about answers. sometimes it’s just about not being alone. it’s okay if you decide to step away from places or games like ponytown if they no longer feel safe for your heart. leaving a space that hurts you is not weakness. but please, don’t leave your life behind. the world has not seen all of you yet. there are still people you haven’t met, connections that haven’t formed, and versions of you that deserve a chance to exist without being taken for granted. you are allowed to start again. you are allowed to choose new people who listen, who stay, who care in the same way you do. the pain you feel now does not get to decide your entire future. even if it doesn’t feel like it, your life matters. your presence matters. and there are people, even ones you haven’t met yet, who will be grateful that you stayed. i hope one day you look back and realize that this moment, as painful as it is, was not the end. it was the point where you slowly began to choose yourself. from someone who truly hopes you keep going, katie

they done got my boy kadita noooo bro

hi kadita… im so sorry for everything, i know writing this might not matter anymore, i probably shouldn’t bother u but i really hope that ur feeling ok …. thank you so much for always being there for me when im feeling unwell.. all ur words, advices and everything u taught me were really helpful, they made me feel seen the way nobody elses words could, im sorry if i couldn’t do the same., i admit i might have been too distracted to realize that…i understand how ur feeling rn and i respect ur decisions… please have a good life kadita, even if we are not friends anymore id love to see u live happily… ill always cherish all those times we had with us joking around and teasing each other, its always gonna be in my heart, …thank you so muc for everything, i love u so much mimi

Sorry for not noticing your sickness and many, i thought it was normal sickness and you will come to play with us when you feel better like you always do, im not online for too long huh?.... Sorry theres a lot happen in my place but i thing is far more worse for you, don't give up Kadita, you are going to be better if you not give up theres so many things you want to achieve, im waiting for you to come back, sorry for not noticing

Haiii Kadita-san, First of all I really don't know what to say than completely being honest I'm sorry I can't be really much hepl or make you feel better most of the time I was busy but I'm still active I felt ashamed of myself I wish I could do better for you and I must admit that I can't give everything back to what you done to me you helped me alot even with talking and giving me advice to communicating I still remember last year you are right, Always be polite and then don't back down onto yourself I understand it all your teachings it might not sounds much for others but for me I do everything you do may not be much too but every small kindness and happiness you bring I always appreciate it I will always remember it even if it took you whole years... 5 or 10 I will still remember you I promise I won't forget who you were and what you have done to me I will treasure you i won't forget you and again I'm sorry I can't give back what you have done to me.. thank you so much.... may you endeavour your life please spend your time as much as you need and I know I read your rentry but.. I hope in many way possible you feel better soon stay safe... Eat healthy food and even though it may sounds... Abit useless or I.. still if there is a chance for this universe to be created and us being born is rare that means there is always a chance something good or bad will happend and I hope it happens to you I really mean it ...I read this message all by myself, I will use the name you gave me before.. I love you kadita

halo kadita i didnt wanna bother u but i hop ur doinf well u havent been activ for a while, ihope u r getting the rest u deserve, stay safe oki?

Haiii kaditaa

signs adn runs away

signed ur pretty ata

maybe i can get into hospital rn because when ICU smile, i fainted /j.

HEKP im watching u replying to the messages

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your name intimidated me into signing your ata

Hii, do you know that blue stars are the hottest and red are the coolest